I have come to a point that i really don’t understand what i like and what i don’t. Everything around me changes the way i want it to change. It just how i look about it. I learn to be positive and i realized that my remaining positive i actually never get sad. Now whats the truth, i don’t know. Whether whats happening around is correct or wrong , it is a good moment or a bad moment, is it time to act or is it time to realize. I cannot seems to understand the decision is good one or a bad one. Because whatever one decides, it has its own plus points and negative point. Right now , whatever i decide i see the plus point and remain happy. But is it not that i am faking it? I should not say faking it, but actually i don’t know the reality. For me its a choice and i always take the positive choice and i live with it.
But, to be positive, an effort is required. Its not natural to me. I don’t know its only me or for everyone . I guess nothing is natural, except for very few moments of your life. And for the rest small numerous moment of life, I can manipulate things for my happiness or for that matter sadness also at any moment of time. Yes, sadness is also a very good time pass. For me, i am standing on the threshold between two worlds, and i jump around, considerable amount of time spent in the better world and sometimes on the other side for a change. The point is the power is in my hand to switch.
