The Deceptive Sunday

As the week progress from Monday till Sunday……the feelings changes. By Thursday you start waiting for the Sunday….it will be a holiday and you will relax….and have free time. You wait for it….but when Sunday comes….its get hard to spent the time….There are lot of options. Watch a movie….spent time with your friends…..play a game…..but on every Sunday there comes a moment….when I feel that the wait is not worth it. The same feelings you get when you give your Exams and  wait when it will be over. And when its over….the fun you fantasized during your exam does not actually get realized before you. After having this feeling week after week…..the anticipated Sunday becomes a deceptive Sunday…………

Will I grow Up..??

The other day i was playing cricket with some boys, there was a young kid who was watching the game. He said to me “UNCLE I also want to play”. Uncle….did i heard correctly. It sounds so awkward. Maybe my unshaven look made me look like uncle. But after a thought, i realized there was nothing wrong in it. I will be 25 this October (quarter of my life, if i live a century), some of my friends are already father, i am next on the list for marriage in my family. To a 5 year old I am an Uncle. But still Uncle look out of place. The word seems like responsibility, level head, seriousness. But from inside my mind, my heart I dont feel like that. I guess i need to grow up, one day you have to may be its time. At times i feel i will never change….I am totally crazy from inside….When i am free i think of unreal things. I imagine of having the power to become invisible. Then i spend hours into what will i do if i have that power.

Well I dont consider myself to be an Uncle and i dont know when i will, but right now I am happy as to what I am…..

I will never live without Love

“I promise to life that i will never live without Love”…But what if your life does not have love. If thought deeply one will realize that love is always there. Love is always around the corner. You may not have a girlfriend or a boyfriend but that is not the only source of Love. It has various sources, anything which effects you mentally its love for you. It could be your work, your idol, your friend, your parent anything. For e.g. yesterday my brother was very happy. why.?Because he got love. From where? From the final of Wimbledon. He is probably the greatest fan of Roger Federer and see him become the greatest player of Grand Slam era is love for him. When succeed in your work, that feeling is love…Love from Work.

Life is about present and that what we should enjoy. Instead of sobbing around in wait for someone. Someone might have dumped you but look around Love is always hidden somewhere near you, hidden in small things. You just got to find it.